Integration

I have consciously traveled as far as is currently possible with Hawk. What remains on the surface is bewilderment, as if I had been immersed in a blender for twenty-two days, insisting that the mind would be able to 'tell me' what this is all about. The experience is beyond all telling. What takes place now is a new feeling of being submerged. Wakeful Iris does not have access to what is occurring, but I long for that access. I long for experiences that bridge to the numinous. I suspect this integration must take place away from the prying eyes of the mind. I further suspect that the gift of living wisdom will rise from the field, what I call Eternity. I pray that Hawk's message will awaken and restore heart's connection with life so that we might meet each other-self there. In Lak'ech.